Gains

     In very quarter that are yet to come, new experiences and knowledges awaits. Blogging had opened a door for me. It had shaped me into a person I never knew I could be, it had ignited the fire I never knew I had within me.

    With this quarter, I managed to express myself adequately. For a girl who is struggling to express herself, this blogging experience had helped me to talk things out. I never knew that I could find words that truly convey my opinions and emotions. I used to think that there are no enough words to verbalize such strong feelings.Apart from that, I was also given a chance to talk about various topics that are contemporary. 
   Being a student, it is indeed an honor to receive a chance like these. Throughout the quarter, I, as a student and a teenager, I felt heard and seen. I felt relevant and needed. Because nowadays, when you are young, they assume you know nothing.As a student, you will spend most of the time watching the adults go. You have to keep your opinions to yourself unless you will be called out as a ‘disrespectful kid’. Thus, blogging gave me voice. 

 

Some problems that I had encountered this quarter was overthinking on how will I accurately express my feelings. I overanalyzed on how will I deliberate my thoughts properly. I was doubting my capabilities that I almost couldn’t accomplish the requirements. In my way of overcoming these, I had to set my mind straight and had to brush of all the negative thoughts. Instead of thinking on how will I do, I set my focus on making an initiative to write. I won’t be able to finish anything if I won’t start doing it and if i’ll only worry about how well will I do.

    Throughout this journey, I was able to show myself out through writing. I was able to find myself through writing.

 





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